I’m going to bed cos I’m really sleepy and sore and I’m in a good mood but still stressed with life and like, I’ve given up talking about it because it’s probably boring by now and I feel I sound like a twat.

I need to get better at reassuring myself because as much as it calms me when it comes from someone else, i can’t keep expecting people to be cool with it. I just think stupid things and I’m insecure and I hope this ends soon because I don’t like being this person again.

hum ok 
xo